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Friday, November 11th, 2005
11:27 am
So yeah... apparently hell thawed out
Monday, October 31st, 2005
9:05 pm
Tickets = paid for :-D
3:03 am
What the fuck is wrong with women?
WTF, I go from total loser to like four women wanting to fuck my brains out at once... what the hell is wrong with..just.. jesus fucking christ
Friday, October 28th, 2005
4:21 pm
Welp, applied for my passport today. 157 bucks, ugh.

Ah well, should be here within 2-3 weeks :D
Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
6:50 am
I'm leaving on a jetplane...
Soo I should be heading up to Canada in November 22nd until the 27th or so, which will be lots of fun :D

I can't wait
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
2:06 am
Hell hath frozen over...
Yes, this among many other reasons shows the obvious signs.

I'm happy and becoming an optimist.

GG hell
Thursday, October 13th, 2005
1:52 am
I love myself
I want you to love me
When I'm feelin' down
I want you above me
I search myself
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you
I touch myself
I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

You're the one who makes me happy honey
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

I close my eyes
And see you before me
Think I would die
If you were to ignore me
A fool could see
Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees
I'd do anything for you


I love myself
I want you to love me
When I'm feelin' down
I want you above me
I search myself
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I want you to remind me


I want you
I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you
I touch myself
Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah

Thursday, October 6th, 2005
11:33 pm
Is it just me, or are the better things in life, or at least the ones that change your life the most.

It's like a one in a billion odds of pure random chance which leads to another one in a million odds of random chance which leads to something great
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
6:31 am
I burnt my thumb with an iron and it fucking hurts.

That's about all.

Current Mood: aggravated
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
3:33 am
/sigh. Why am I always right about people?
12:16 am
I'd definately say, this is already the worst birthday I've ever had and it's only been 39 minutes.
Friday, August 12th, 2005
5:06 am
Two steps forward, one step backwards.
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
9:02 pm
Oh you fool
Oh Chris, you fool, when will you ever learn?

Current Mood: disappointed
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
10:02 pm
Don't you just love when you puke, and shoots out your nose, and all you smell for hours is vomit?
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
4:16 am
Is it that my morals are set too high, or everyone elses set far too low?

It seems doing the right thing is always linked to the most pain.

It's quite sad when the only thing I have to look forward to is the day where I just plain don't care anymore, so I can escape all the dilemmas I face and all the pain I suffer from looking at those around me. I do the right thing, I'm the nice guy.. yet I'm the unhappiest one of all. These ideas of childish romance float through my head, but I know that they're nothing more than foolish dreams. It's a wonder to me, how I could get so far in life and still care as much as I do. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's like I'm floating in the ocean and I keep seeing logs floating along, and every time I try grapping upoon it, having hope that it will give me what I need and every time I just end up with a hand full of splinters and just that much less strength to grab onto the next one. If only there was a button I could press to turn off my morals and ideals I might just be a happy person. At the very least, I should stop looking for the best in people because it only happens to get my screwed over. Life continues to spit on me, but I'm too damn stupid to steal a raincoat from someone. I guess I should have known better than to get optimistic about anything.


Silly rabbit, morals are for kids.

Current Mood: sad
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
12:58 am
You know...
Sometimes I think I force myself to want the unobtainable, to create a self-fufilling destiny of unhappiness

Current Mood: blah
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
12:27 am
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
3:17 pm
Format stolen from Jessica (though not the answers)
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band

Artist Choice: Bad Religion

Are you Male or Female: Automatic Man

Describe yourself: 21st Century Digital Boy

How do you feel about yourself: Better off Dead

How do you feel about your friends: Incomplete

How do you feel about your family: Misery And Famine

Describle your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: The Hopeless Housewife (damn, there's alot though :p)

Descrbe your current boyfriend/girlfriend: When?

Describe where you want to be tomorrow: To Another Abyss

Describe where you want to be in ten years: American Dream

Describe what you did last night: Television

Describe what you'd rather be doing right now: Let Them Eat War

Current Mood: busy
Friday, May 6th, 2005
12:36 am
mother, father, look at your little monster,
I'm a hero, I'm a zero,
I'm the butt of the worst joke in history,
I'm a lock without a key,
a city with no door, a prayer without faith,
a show without a score,
I'm a bad word, a wink, a nod, a shiver,
an untold story, sex without purity,
a creeping gray memory,
I am incomplete....incomplete....incomplete....incomplete

doctor, cure me; what is the cause of my condition,
this madness shoots me,
like bullets smashing glass in a silent movie,
I'm a trap without a spring,
a temple with no god,
a jack without an ace,
the tip of your tongue,
I'm a promise, an unmailed letter,
an unbuilt motor, deck without a joker,
a creeping gray memory
I am incomplete....incomplete....incomplete....incomplete

tell Saint Peter not to bet on me,
I got a naked obsession,
a good intention gone bad,
I am incomplete....incomplete....incomplete....incomplete

Current Mood: blank
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
3:00 am
To those who watch FMA on Adult Swim, all I need to say is /cry
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